What you tried to say to me

Monday, July 25, 2005

House of pain

I’m in a very cold dark place right now. I’m shaking, literally, I can’t stop crying and I have shooting rods of lightening pain up and down my arms. How could something from eons ago still affect me this way? I chanced upon just one small porn picture and I’m decimated. Every cell in my body is burning and I can barely breathe. I feel the imprint of hands all over me and it’s terrifying. I DON’T WANT TO BE TOUCHED! I don’t want to live like this. There is too much pain in this house.

2 Comments:

At 1:12 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Maryrose, was this something that brought back bad memories or something that you just can't stand to see? I'm sorry it's affected you in this way. I'm really glad you and your husband have decided to move in January - is there any way you can move sooner?

 
At 9:40 AM, Blogger Corry said...

Matthew 11:28
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.


May God bless you soon MaryRose.

God's Grace.

 

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