At the end of the day or my open "dumpsville" letter to WK

Will, what is the matter with you? Do you not get the enormity of what you are giving up? She is a light shining so bright and so filled with kindness, generosity and intelligence. You are not worthy to be a part of her life unless you are man enough to admit the truth and grab the brass ring.

From this day forward, you no longer exist. Your life will pale in comparison to what might have been.

Stepping down from my soapbox.

Happy Valentines Day gifts for me…nudge, nudge, say no more…

This is my list of hot, charismatic, gorgeous or sexy men:

Bam Margera

Christian Bale

Clive Owens

Daniel Dae Kim

David Bowie

Eddie Izzard

Eric Bana

Errol Flynn

Gerard Butler (Oh my gosh, this man is incredible)

Hill Harper

Hugh jackman

Hugh Laurie

Jake Weber

James Franco

James Marsters (my Spike)

Jeff Goldblum

Johnny depp

Josh Bernstein

Kaysar Ridha (Big Brother hottie)

Lenny Kravitz

Marton Csokas

Michael Greyeyes (wow)

Michael Spears

Michio Kaku

Phil Keoghan

Steve Buscemi

Wentworth Miller

Wesley Snipes

Yul Brynner

Some are old, some are young, some are deceased but all have captured my…well, you know.

Just say no...

Your Personality Is Like Acid

A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your own little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

For Charlotte Bronte

This is my whisper…Please, please make it real. Give it the attention and care it deserves. Breathe life, passion and truth into this film. Give her the wings to fly, the wings she was denied.

...At a very young age (six or seven) I watched the movie “Jane Eyre” and was riveted. It was the 1944 version with Joan Fontaine and Orson Welles. Around age twelve I found the book (Jane Eyre) in my neighborhood library and after reading the book once I read it once again. The author Charlotte Bronte and her story of Jane Eyre profoundly affected me. I almost feel as though I actually know her. It’s a bit spooky.

The other day I found out that a movie is in the works about her life. I believe Michelle Williams (Dawson’s Creek, Brokeback Mountain) will play the part of Charlotte. My fondest wish would be that the movie shows the truest essence of the Bronte’s and commercialization doesn’t over shadow the picture.

I feel…embarrassed…I have so much in my heart and head but trying to put everything into words is very difficult for me. I hope this explains my post...

A small treasured gift

It’s close to 3am…I’m cloaked in darkness except for the dim light from my computer screen…through the bedroom window I see a strange other worldly light reflecting off the snow. My night has turned an odd shade of purple and I can see the parked cars and houses down my street as far as my window’s view allows. Stillness…peace…snow.