Regret

My spirit is crushed today. I woke up from a dream that put me back to a place in my life that was incredible. Of course, at the time I didn’t realize how great my life truly was but I see now with stunning clarity just how fortunate and blessed I was (still am). I had independence and a life filled with friends, work, church and especially MOVEMENT. I was always on the go and if I had only realized my self worth back then I think that part of my timeline of life would have been complete.

I’m sure I will rise above this sadness and my spirit will soar but today I feel slammed with regret and I’m suffocated by a realization that came too late.