What you tried to say to me

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Why did CH screw up the ending to the Sookie Stackhouse series? Seriously, Sam? I want my money back and the time I spent reading the series...And, watching "True Blood". I haven't read anything else she's written and I won't now. I realize it's just a book but crap, I invested six years of my life for the worlds worst ending. As light and fluff filled as "Twilight" is, it will be top of the heap due to this Sam debacle.

Boycott, C Harris.

Saturday, May 04, 2013


The pain, loneliness and sadness are wound in a tight ball in my throat. I don't want to be touched...my body is like a taut wire stretched to a breaking point. Agony. Sheer agony. I used to try and escape "me" but now I just sit and wait for death.

As a Marionette Doll, I do the bidding of others; it will be this way till I'm gone.

Wednesday, May 01, 2013

I can't believe the journey life has taken me on. I am no closer to anything near being independent or even partially safe. The world is so damned ugly.

I'm on my third alcoholic drink, first time in several months, and I'm slowly slipping into a stupor. It won't last. I will wake up to the same problems but for now I get to drown out all the voices, noises, chatter, others insanity and the heaviness and magnitude of the persuasive evil that preys on us all.